15 Apr 14 at 3 pm

Asked by Anonymous

asker Hello. You're beautiful. If you get someone to get very aroused, do you think you have power over him?

Hmm. I don’t feel the power fully unless my partner gives it to me, that I’m in control. I say that bc I’m in a relationship and we’re open about our sexual needs (:
I don’t think I arouse anyone else? Arousing guys is a biological formula. It’s simple, it shows, and that def sucks for them. I’m too committed to be interested in the power to get some guy randy. If base things like porn can get someone aroused, I take no accomplishment in doing what videos of naked, objectified women can do.
I dooooo revel in the power I enjoy in the bedroom. But if someone besides my man gets aroused, it’s irrelevant to my existence. I’ll probs laugh. Or get super disgusted and question my friendship.

And thanks. I bet you’re beautiful too.

He apologized for being a cunthole but I still needed that crying yestereve.
Fucking people with lash-out anger.


14 Apr 14 at 11 pm
tags: huh  ??? 

Hahaha tumblr stop delete ting my responses when I walk away. anons, this is me not responding with something senseless to yourasks. real answers but not now. Tmrw, dicktits

getting home.
1. feed cats. they are so appreciative.
2. bedroom. stuff a sock in my mouth, face in pillows, blanket over head. scream until it hurts to draw a breath.
3. stare at texts from him and consider repeatedly that the jump from my window is not an ensuring-death height. live through this.
4. pack a bowl. smoke. stroke leg hair.
5. write two page essay because why have I been putting this off. it’s just explaining shit, what I could say in five min or less. fucking fuck just get it the fuck done.
6. wait for response from internship lady. cry because you’re someone who immediately thinks missing class is out of the question. what a fucking monster.
7. cry about everything. makes me sleepy. text him make it known that I love him (he knows he’s being a dick anyways. we both get caught up in our heads.)
8. stop body checking. there’s nothing pretty there, I won’t find it.
9. feel. sleep. be honest. I’m really sad. as usual, misplaced guilt and building anxiety. breathe and stop holding your breath even if floating feels better than where your feet have you standing.
x. please text.

 4195
13 Apr 14 at 2 pm

Postmortem ‘marbling’ is caused by bacteria tracking though the superficial blood vessels causing pigment changes in the blood.

(via vegetariancum)


Postmortem ‘marbling’ is caused by bacteria tracking though the superficial blood vessels causing pigment changes in the blood.

Fucking someone talk to me. Idc if it’s anon. Just ask me a question. UGHH

 32187
10 Apr 14 at 10 pm

helendurth:

Enter the Void

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helendurth:

Enter the Void
 4379
10 Apr 14 at 9 pm

ratchetmessreturns:

Who tf sprayed the roach gold?

ratchetmessreturns:

Who tf sprayed the roach gold?
ratchetmessreturns:

Love Pink